A Beautiful Little Fool: stellacasa: I just..I started getting those thoughts again about... 

stellacasa:

I just..I started getting those thoughts again about taking myself out of the picture, but I realized I need help, and I’m getting help now that I checked myself in at the hospital. He said he was done so there isnt much more apologizing I can do.. Are you sure you’re gonna be…

Thank you for that Luc, it’s good to have people like you in my life and I don’t know what I’d do without that sister like role you play in my life. I know I have a lot of shit wrong with me and it pushes people away but..you’re still here and I’m just thankful to you for that. As for Dennis..I know you two are strong enough to overcome things like this, I’m just hoping I didn’t screw things up so big with the way i’ve been that I lose my best friend too.. I’m definitely not as strong as you though, that’s one of the things I really admire about you is how you deal with everything..it makes me want to be as strong as you.

  1. stellacasa reblogged this from luciana-everett and added:
    I will, and anytime Luc. I’ll have to try smiling more often now heh.
  2. luciana-everett reblogged this from stellacasa and added:
    Just give it time. :) And thank you, Stell. That’s very sweet, even if I don’t fully believe it. Ahah. You should smile...
  3. luciana-everett posted this